UG Photoshoot Day

Its been pretty crazy and a tiring week for me. After pulling off an all nighter because I lagged on my research paper for 4 weeks, working either morning shift or night shift, having to learn new choreos, casting, and blocking that same day for CG's new set, and to top that cherry.. I always wake up around 730ish to take my brother to school.. it seems like its never ending but then again I like being busy.. sometimes. Other than the fact that I haven't been getting enough rest this whole week, let's not forget about the good shit that happened to me last week =]


I had UG photoshoot today. One thing I love about being a girl is getting dolled up. I barely dress up, only on special occasions/events. So I woke up at around 630ish to get ready because our call time at Old Towne Orange was at 8am.. so damn early right?! Kimmy and I hella lagged so we didnt get there till 9ish. It was a nice place I must admit, it was pretty relaxing. While the others were getting their pictures taken.. we hella camera whored it with my camera.

everyone loves my camera =]

After everyone just decided to go to Tiffany's house. Met up with everyone at Yogurtland first, for free yay! hah. Then headed to Tiffany's house, eat eat eat eat. thats all I did. I munched on food here and there =[! I'm so taba face. Watched knocked up with everyone.. but I fell asleep! haha what's new? =/ I always sleep! ANYWHERE ANYTIME. I woke up feenin' for Boiling Crab, I was super hungry! hahaha so we left and ate at Boiling Crab. GOOOOD SHIT =]. Went to this nail store after and I painted Leo's nails because I wanted to see if the colors looked nice! hahah. Headed home with Kimmylove.. So when I got home my mom said we were going to go out to eat.. ummm -_- I was still full, but guess whaaaaaaaaaaat! I ate anyways =] hahahah FML. Oh well, food is good.

It was a really nice day.

I wish..

Wow I'm graduating in about a month. It amazes me how time passes by so quickly! I'm actually looking through my picture albums right at this moment and woooooooooooow, I miss those days. I wish I can walk with my friends from Western High School. I wish =[.. It makes me sad just thinking about it. I miss them.. I miss everything and how it used to be.

UG's practice last night was hell for me. I've never felt so tired to a point where I felt like my whole body was going to collapse on the floor. After cleaning, running through pieces and/or the whole set numerous times my body felt weak. It was the second to last full out run through for the night, I pushed myself for the team because I knew I wasn't the only who was exhausted, but looking at everyone.. I felt like I got it worse than anybody else. CG heads were watching too, so I didn't want to disappoint them. Piece after piece all I could think of was "Fuck its hard to breathe, it hurts. 5 more pieces, 4, 3, 2, 1" It was the end of Tuan's piece when I felt like I couldn't carry my whole body, the rest were walking to their spots...while on the otherhand, I was still sitting down.. I did not move, I couldn't. It felt like I was carrying something so heavy that I couldn't get up from where I was sitting. I tried so hard, I knew I had to pull through, so I pushed myself. I tried to go full out for our closer. It was hurting, I couldn't breathe. My eyes were getting watery, but I told myself I can't show anyone so I tried my best to hold it in. Finally it was done. "Take a break and we're going to do another last full out run through" I booked it down the stairs hoping no one saw me because I didn't want them to worry because I thought I was going to be fine. First set of stairs. Second.. my legs felt weak, it gave up on me. I started crying which made it worse. I tried to breathe but it was hurting even more..my legs, arms, I was cramping, my head was spinning, and especially my chest. It scared me. It really did. I couldn't calm myself down which made it worse. Thank God Andy and Karen came. All I could hear was, "Don't think about anything, don't stress", "Breathe Jena", "Calm down, just relax.", "Slowly" over and over again.

Quit. Eat healthy. Get more sleep.

It was a GOOD day

FRIDAY, May 8

Kimmy, Anh, Becky, and I went to the beach around 11 because it was so hot =[ Got to Newport Beach and it was windy and cloudy! We stayed for a bit, talked about random things, chilled.

Since it was too windy and a bit cold, we decided to go to Revolving Sushi because we were hungry and we started craving for it. MMmm yummy sushi! I swear I could eat it everyday aslfjsadfj =] I'm such a fat ass. After we went to Anh's house to hookah [btw, it was a cute pink one hehe]. I told them how Gina and I did something with a brown circle cardboard and soap to blow the smoke into it and make a bubble hahaha so we did that!

Chilled with them for a bit and then I picked my brother up from school and dropped him off at church for his community service. Went back home to grab my stuff for UG practice and Kimmy, Anh, and Randy picked me up. We went to Kimmy's house and tanned at her pool. I fell asleep while tanning so, fck my life.. my front side is a bit darker than my back! lol but my arms are still darker =[ lol Went to Dairy Queen and Jamba Juice and grabbed food before Kimmy and I go to practice. We were a little late for practice, but half of the team didn't show up =/ so we cleaned some pieces and just did run throughs. Ended practice early, around 7ish almost 8 so we all decided to chill at UCI center. Yay for yogurtland! I've had yogurtland 3 days in a row after practice! hehe yum =] Everyone was talking about random stuff and all I could remember was that we were all laughing so hard that some of us started tearing up! We were pretty loud heh. Kimmy, Aliyah, Adam, Camron, and I decided to go to VDC. I txted Tracie to see where they were at but she said she was at my work, so we thought that they didn't go to VDC, so we chilled outside for how many minutes watching UG's skit video and finally someone passed by and unlocked the door for us. Went inside and saw Tuan, Carl, Kim, and Andy. "Man, we should've called them" haha! Stayed for a bit, but since Kimmy and I were tired cus of the long day we had, we just decided to head home.

Got home and watched TV with my mom, I barely talked to her though. So while I was eating,I get a call from a random number and it was Karl, at around 11 almost 12am. I barely talked to him yesterday since his phone is not working. I thought he just wanted to say hi and what not, but he asked what I was doing. I told him that I'm just at home eating and watching TV. He was at Disneyland and he asked how to get here from Disneyland. My mood automatically changed, hah! I got excited but then at the same time it was late so I didn't want him to drive, mm got worried. But he told me it was fine. Gave him direcs and he told me to come outside in about 15 minutes since his phone is acting up. hmm 15 mins.. no Karl, I got worried that probably he got lost or something.. so I started walking around the parking lot and saw his car parked, I felt bad when I saw him because he was sleeping =/ got in his car and looked for parking, we chilled at the parking lot for a bit and then my mom called to tell me to come back since it was getting late. So, Karl and I just decided to chill at my house..said hi to my mom and watched TV hahah he was so nervous when he met my mom. How cute. Karl and I were watching Aeon Flux or however you spell it. Chilled and talked =]]]]]. He fell asleep here and there =[ lol aww poor Karl. It was really nice having him over, but I felt soooooo bad cus he was really tired from Thursday and then Disneyland. Haha he showed me a picture of me on his phone when I sleeping in his car while we were driving back to where I parked my car last Tuesday, when I went to visit him. Jerk! So I got him back and took a picture of him sleeping on my couch!

He was so shy hahahah! I've never really met someone who's so shy like how he is around me hahah =] It was around 2am, walked him to his car and chilled for a bit. We had a long nice conversation in his car. He didn't wanna leave, I didn't want him to leave, but we had so say goodnight. Stayed up to wait for his "I got home safely" call. Oh man it was a GOOD night. What a nice cute way to end my night =] Cute stuff though. Foreal =]

Thanks to Kimmy, Anh, Becky, Randy, and Karl for a great day =]

Ultimate Brawl Battle of Distinction 050309

I hella lagged on this blog.. hehe.
I'm still amazed. Seriously.
CG won 1st Place at Ultimate Brawl. This is the first time they ever got 1st, and hands down I'm happy to be a part of this team. I'm happy to have won 1st place with them. This is a memorable event to remember. I have nothing much to say about this, because pretty much I'm just excited and happy about it. I can't stop watching the fcking videooo ahh! =] UB day was such a good day though foreal!

Fck, I love my family. My second performance with CG and we got 1st place. It feels really nice.. so just in case I do end up leaving CG this year I can say that it was a great year with them and boy! what an experience =].. and I'll still be around! I just hope.. I hope I can still keep dancing, because its something I love to do and I enjoy it. My mom's my only problem.. we seriously don't get along when it comes to dancing. But enough about that.. GOOD JOB CG FAM<3> would always tell myself, I want to be on this team when I turn 18 hahahah.. and here I am and its actually happening. It still amazes me how before, I would go to CG practice just to say hi and watch them practice.. now, I go there to have fun and practice with everyone. It amazes me how I always wished to be able to share the same stage with them, its really happening =] I'm just thankful and happy that I got the chance to be on this team with these wonderful people.

love COMMON GROUND<3>

scared because I started to feel like I'm losing passion and how I didn't really want to be at CG practice that certain night. I was having mixed emotions. But he told me to just give it time and let it all sink in. He said that he's scared because I might expect too much from CG and its not really all that. So.. I gave it time, Now, I feel it more and I'm not expecting too much from CG, its actually how I pictured it. The more I stay on CG the more I start to realize that I need to leave UnderGround soon. It sucks having to feel this way but when its time to go its time to let go. I've been holding on UG for awhile now.. Like what Karen told us at WOD "For the oldies, learn how to let go" I started crying when she told me that. All I could think of that moment was when I first tried out for UG and all of GEN 1. I owe it to UnderGround and the chords who trained us and helped us get better.

I was wondering.."hmmm does my blog make sense cus I'm just typing and typing" so hah sorry if it maybe doesn't make sense? alskjfaslk ionno! haha I'm like half asleep. but fck it. anyways

CGUG YOU KNOW UGHHH<3>

25 Random Things about me

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you...

So Jesse tagged me on facebook. hah but since I'm bored and I can't take a nap.. I'm doing this shit. I really don't want too many people reading this, so I thought I'd do it here especially because my mom and I  are friends on facebook ! hahahahah!

1. I stay up hella late at night, even though I'm tired and exhausted. "Can't sleep" problem 

2. I fall asleep in less than 2 minutes during the day most of the time. hahaha. I remember after Sportsfest we were on our way to coconut bay and we didn't even get on the freeway and I knocked out [andy told me]. haha one more random day was at lunch, we were on our way to Culver plaza which is like 5 minutes away.. I knocked out -_- [nick told me] And oh! Some CG heads said that I might beat Carl and be the new champion for who can sleep right away LOL I thought it was funny!

3. I've been working at Tapioca Express for about 5 or so months now, and I still ask the most retarded questions -_- lol ... "What's honey green tea?" btw, its one of the easiest drinks to make.

4.It takes a lot to get me mad. Sometimes people can't even take me seriously when I'm mad =/ 

And when I am, people[whoever made me mad] do things to make me laugh and smile just to forgive them.. most of the time it works ughh, but it depends though! I guess I'm a forgiving person. but I don't forget.

5. I have two tatts, I might add more to my first one.

6. Its automatic for me to open 5 windows.. blogspot, myspace, facebook, youtube, yahoo. Most of the time its exactly in that order. 

7.Sometimes when I get home, I turn the TV on in the living room and go straight to my room. I find this random lol

8. I get texts from a few close friends that says "I'm pooping" -_-

9. I've only had my car for about 3 weeks, and I already backed up on a car at Heritage Plaza parking lot HAHAHHAHAHA fck my life!

10. When I'm at work, I don't drink water at all because of all the tapi drinks. so badddddd.

11. Dance, work, school are taking over my life right now.. I miss how it was back then. 

12. I like simple stuff. Just sit somewhere and talk, even if its just at a parking lot. Simple things make me smile and happy. I appreciate every little thing.

13. I go to this lake whenever I have bagillion problems! 

14. Lately, I've been seeing humming birds whenever I'd go outside for my break time at work. I told Nat and she said its good luck.

15. My closet is arranged by colors

16. I'm lazy when it comes to cleaning, but whenever I'd actually start cleaning... I would end up cleaning the whole house. 

17. I somewhat grew up in Nueva Ecija, where my mom is from. Just for a short period of time though and I don't really know how to speak it. But everytime I would hear my mom talk on the phone with my lola, I'd understand most of the things she's saying. 

18. I suck at listening to my own advice.

19. I suck at math, foreal! Someone help me lol Its like my weakest subject. I hate Math.

20. I had a so called "twin" in elementary school. Her name was Jana Azalea David and one time we brought our baby pics to school, and wow I was amazed... we looked exactly alike when we were little. She was a tomboy though and I was such a girly girl..  my elementary school back then was an exclusive private school, yep all girls. 

21. I still watch Little Rascals even though I've seen it so many times, and I miss watching Whose line is it anyway =[! I always miss it whenever its on.. askdfjasjdf!

22. When me and my friends joke around, they always say something about my height =[

23. I want a gay best friend. I remember I used to tell my bestfriend Jesse that I wish he was gay. lol

24. I eat a lot, but my mom complains about how I'm  so skinny ????! yeah she emphasizes the word "sooooooooooooooooooo"

25. I get distracted easily.

"Thanks for the talk"

So like this morning, umm it was unexpected! lol in a good way. haha oh myyyyy =]. GIDDY GIDDY YUP! 

I didn't see this one coming.. but I'm glad I found out! What a relief =]

One step at a time you know ;]  cute stuff though foreal. haha 

la la laaaaa..