Are You Down?

It'll hit me randomly. Its not supposed to be like this.. I'm confused. I don't even know if I should be in the first place.

I tell myself no, but then I can't help it. I'm trying not to, but it doesn't work all the time... -_- ughhhh.

I don't like feeling this way. I'm probably just being stupid... who am I kidding to even think.. asdfghjkl;

Yeah.. when I think about it, it seems ridiculous. But I don't know why I'm feeling like this..

Stop. Stop. Stop??? I don't know.

=/..