whatever happens happens

I'm so sore from dancing.. but I needed it today, to get my mind off of things especially the situation that's been happening these past few days. I don't know what to do anymore and I am frustrated, sad, mad, confused. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Just when you think things seem to be going right.. something comes up and fucks it all up. Now its like I'm waiting either to be happy or to get hurt. FUCK MY LIFE! I hate what's going on. I guess all I can say right now is.. I'll wait and see how this will turn out and I'll just take it from there. Here I am preparing myself again. Its on repeat..over and over and over again.

"if only when you think of your past love you may view it as a failure. but when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. in the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or lost. what's important is you know when to hold on and when to let go. you know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not a part of it. everything happens for the best. if the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. you'll never truly love a person unless you risk for love itself. love strives in hurting. if you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. love doesn't hurt all the time. the hurting is still there to test you and help you grow. don't find love, let love find you. that's why its called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. you just fall. you cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. if you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. it is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering, and growing. the greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. we loose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we love ourselves. to love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. to reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not being loved in return. how to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain."