Crazy Love

My church had a graduation gathering for the Class of 09. It was really nice of them to do that for us. They called our names one by one and gave us two things wrapped with a blue gift wrapper. Its not one of those graduation gifts you'll think of right off the bat when you hear the word "graduation gift". I opened mine...two books. I looked around me and I noticed that we all got 1 different and 1 similar books. Mine was, Crazy Love. You'd think right away its about relationships between two people.. well it is heh. Except the other person is someone who's amazing, great, powerful, almighty. God. I started reading this book a little while ago, it seriously made me think of so many things about life. But when I opened the page to "When You're In Love" it caught my attention..

When you are truly in love, you go to great lengths to be with the one you love.

You'll drive for hours to be together, even if it's only for a short while.

You don't mind staying up late to talk. Walking in the rain is romantic, not annoying.

You'll willingly spend a small fortune on the one you're crazy about. When you are apart from each other, it's painful

even miserable. He or she is all you think about; you jump at any chance to be together.

I wish everyone in this world has that same love or even more for God. Just a personal thought... if we learn how to love God as much or even more like what it says up there... the love and relationship we have with that special someone will be genuine. I believe that every couple should have God in between. Really.

We need God's love and we need to love God in order for us to be able to love others genuinely.

I know people look for someone who they want to fall in love with. They look for someone who they want to care for. Someone to share wonderful things in life with, to talk to, to spend time with, to understand, to experience different things in life with... especially someone to share Love with.

But I think that "that never ending, pure, amazing, unquestionable, honest, true love.. " we'll find in God.

He's the only man out there who can give and make us feel that "type of love", who won't hurt us.. who won't hurt me.

DANCING is our COMMON GROUND

I miss my family. I miss the feeling of being around them. I miss how they make me feel better when I'm having a bad day. I miss how everyone's weird and funny in their own way. I miss all the jokes. I miss making fun of them. I miss them making fun of me. I miss the stress. I miss driving home late at night. I miss whining about how tired I am from practice. I miss getting yelled at.. especially by Tuan. I miss stretching, even though sometimes I half ass it because I'm too lazy. I miss down time. I miss how we lag. I miss the good and the bad. I miss taking naps at practice. I miss their hugs. I miss each and everyone of them with all my heart.

No words can explain how happy I am to be a part of this amazing family. Hands down.

Irvine's Graduation 06/17/09

Woke up early to get ready for graduation. Nick came over to get ready at my house as well and then Anna and her dad came to pick us up. We got to school and went straight to the gym. Walked to the field with my advisement class! I sat right next to Paul and Jared! They're funny guys =] made me laugh here and there and we whined about how freakin' hot it was!! It was sooooooo hot. We ate at CPK after! Then went to the Block with Emie, Jesse, Karl, and Kuya Mark. We watched "Drag me to hell" hahahah oh maaaaaaaaaaaan.. I'm not going to go into details about what happened. Pretty much the guys were such babies =] hahahahah!

Graduation was fun and memorable for me yay for graduating! and also because of THEM..

Western's Graduation 06/16/09

I woke up early because I had to get ready and be at Irvine High by 10 for my graduation rehearsal. It was so hot -_- Right after, I booked it to Western's Graduation. Parking wasn't bad at all heh. Wow it was so nice to see the Class of 09 graduate.. wish I was with them though. I sat down with Jeon and Emie's family, screamed my ass off "Woo that's my best friend!!"

Congrats best, from your best and your boyfriend =]

I'm glad my best friends get along. hah

Wow... talk about 8th grade first love. Its always nice to see him. 1year5months, I can't believe it. We're grown up but

some things just never change. I'm glad we're still good friends =]

mmjjk... I miss this.
Whaaaaaaaaaaddup OV girls =] we go way back.

After lagging and what not, we headed to Lucille's! Man we were hungry! Good food =]

Dropped Jesse off right after and just chilled.

All in all it was a good day =]

Congratulations to Western High School's Class of 2009

My Birthday 06/14/09

The day after Body Rock, greaaaaaaaat.. I thought to myself I'm going to be way too tired to even wake up and celebrate my birthday with my family and friends.

I was half asleep.. and I could hear whispering in my room. I didn't mind it much though. Next thing you know, someone wrapped me with my blanket and carried me. I started yelling and I kept telling them to put me down. I listened to their voices and of course I knew right away who they were. Anna, Nick, Kareem, and Ryan or bitches. I couldn't see anything and they freakin' dropped me on the floor, not once but TWICE! I just washed my blankets too =[ I was straight up just wearing a white T and spandex. I started screaming "I don't even have a bra on and my glasses, its blurry!!" They threw me in the car.. but at least they grabbed my bra, glasses, and cellphone =] I felt so disgusting.. I didn't get to change and especially.. no "daily hygiene" for me. SURPRISE birthday much? They took me to Snooty Cafe for breakfast..yummy food, foreal. So I walked in looking like shit -_- no slippers.. but I was grateful enough that Kareem had new pairs of socks in his car.. yeah I was walking around with socks. What a joke. I surprised them and myself because I was able to walk out of my house looking like asjdflasdfkjsadlf -_- haha! But I can't complain much because the food was amazing! After we ate, they took me to Laguna Beach where we chilled and laughed about the most randomest shit. After that I honestly didn't know where Kareem and Anna were taking me but next thing you know.. I see the big ass orange hot air balloon, I got so excited! But unfortunately it was closed because it was too windy. Stupid overcast. So we just decided to go back home to meet up with my family, Emie, and Jesse. Showered and what not, My mom got me a yummy caramel cake from Red Ribbon =]

My mom straight up put icing on my face and the icing fight started from there! Anna, Emie, and I ran in my room to hide from my mom! hahahah poor Jesse and Josh. We could hear them scream.. "Stop tita" or "Stop mom". We were laughing so hard! We left to go to the movies at Spectrum to watch Hangover =] Met up with Kacey and Nick.

Went back home to figure out something to do. But since the whole Disneyland day didn't happen, Jesse Emie and I decided to go to downtown disney. It sucks because we wanted to go so bad =[ but it was too late! Yay for Disney store though!

Went back home and waited for Karl. Went to Irvine Spectrum around 10ish but I realized it was already too late, most of the stores were closed. We walked around and oh! yay for Pinkberry hehe. We just decided to go to the lake. I love this place, so relaxing. It was a bit scary since it was dark but it was nice to just sit there and talk about random things with Karl. It was a sweet night.

I'm just thankful that I got to spend my birthday with my family, closest friends, and someone special.

THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT.